“A Woman With Hopes. “ I love to hear the sound of emptiness. The sound of cars passing by . Without even noticing me. I love to be quiet. Without being noticed. I love feeling empty. Without feeling accepted or feeling wanted. It’s the sudden excitement that I haven’t felt in years. Of something to do. Maybe some day. I’ll be that person again. But never the less, my dreams. My hopes suddenly stopped from shinning. I wanted to be that some body. I wanted to be that person. I wanted to be that lawyer. Maybe a divorce attorney. Or maybe an immigration attorney. But that dream suddenly stopped. When that someone told you you can’t be that someone because you’re a woman. Indeed I slammed my hand against the table angrily when I found that out. Was is it the empty stare in my eyes, or was it the no make up look that no one was expecting out of a woman not yet a girl. Or a child screaming within me begging me to come out of the shell. Which one is it. Was it? I might alth...
These are my top 7 to 10 reasons and examples of why a man is a pathological liar and a cheater. After dating the same person for 3 years. There seemed to be a pattern. And this is the pattern that I noticed in him. After wasting 3 years of my life. He tells you he loves you on the first time you guys do it. He tells you he loves you every time you do it. Tells you he's busy but he's really not. Because you catch him driving another car when he comes over with a 2003 wrangler. But he stops by your job by accident with another girl in the drive through and with another car. Never seems to be around but when he is, he's always avoiding your eye contact. Gets nervous when you ask him if he wants kids some day. Never see's you around with at day time. Only at night.
The Wolf. There’s a silent cry that some couldn’t hear at night. Could it possibly be my imagination kicking in vividly screaming for diving attention. Or, could it be the thirst for appearance and your imagination running wild. To and from point a and b. As an appearance to a lonely wolf, crying for attention. He’d sometimes go hunting for dinner on occasion for surviving on a daily basis. This would be one lonely wolf. In a forest lost and dazed. Looking half stunned and looking for a friend to bend and mend with. The wolf who looked half tired and half dazed also was looking for attention. Any one to make friends with. Nothing could be heard miles and miles away from far distance. It was just him and the snow. How did he get this far. He’d wiggle his tail back and forth if he caught a bird or anything else in between. Birds don’t talk. They tweet. He thought to himself. They don’t talk. Neither does he. What was he thinking. He thought to himself. As he cried...
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